"love forever"

so someone once said love is friendship on fire... well i hope that can be true.. you never know right.. ya know i would want my friend to i don't know love me is that so hard to ask.. well i guess so. but oh well what can you do right... i have loved many in my life.. i guess you could say i fall hard and fast.. and coming out of it hurts like HECK!! but its my own fault. But i guess there is this one guy who i have liked since well like 4th grade.. and lets just say i ruined that one just like i ruin everything else.. i fell fast and insanely in love or as my mother would say i was insanely twitterpatted.. but i was a wee bit to forward and i regret every minute of it.. i would take it all back if it meant he would at least talk to me.. but now everything is so far away from being friends its insane.. things were said and none of them were meant to be take in that harsh.. but it was and maybe my sources were not 100% reliable.. and maybe i shouldn't have been so pissed. but when i guy you have like FOREVER says all those mean things you would be a mixture of hurt,anger,and regret! ya know oh well i still dont know what to do about this whole situation but what can you do right! <33