Lately I've been faced with the the normal teenage girl problems.. Girl falls for boy, boy doesn't feel the same. Typical high school love life problems. But once you put your heart on the line and risk everything you cherish for the person you thought would never hurt you. To have them hurt you is the worst feeling in the world.
I trusted him with my heart, my friendship, and my secrets. We trusted each other with everything. Now it's all over. The friendship, the love I thought we had for each other everything. It's hard to believe that person you thought would always be there for you would break your heart, in the most brutal way possible. But in his most heartfelt words, "Life goes on and you just need to suck it up and move on."
Well I try and every time you drag me back. With your smooth moves and your smooth talking. I had a lot of dreams wrapped up in the thought of you. I defended the person I thought you were even when everyone told me you weren't that guy anymore. And the truth is they were right. You aren't the guy I thought you were. The guy I thought you were never would have used the secrets I told him to make me feel so low and so terrible that I didn't even have the words to defend myself.
So in the famous words of T. Swift, "Now it's to late for you and your white horse to come around."
I'll move on from you eventually, and maybe eventually you'll see how much I wanted to be with you but I cant wait for you forever. So it's over here's my white flag. To the other woman in your life. She wins you. I don't have any words left to say to you..
Sorry for this venting of a post, but keeping this bottled up was only hurting me.
So until next time bloggers(:
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