~It's a crazy BEAUTIFUL thing called LOVEE~

Love~

Where to begin it makes you happy... It makes you sad.. It can even make you mad..

But between all the hurt and the good times every single thing about it makes it all worth while..

Even when you fall and get hurt and that boy runs away with another little piece of your heart.. you have to have faith in love and restart.. Don't be afraid to love!!! You never know when its going to sneak up on you.. You could be wondering around and you see this boy who all of a sudden out of no where and gives you butterflies and you just can't think straight.. That's when you know whether or not it will work out.. all you want is to be with.. to have him do the simplest things just so you know he cares.. to have him call you beautiful.. Just to know how he would rather be with you than with anyone else.. That's what i call love.. at least for now..

That's all i really want.. To find someone who wants to be with ME.. who makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world.. the one who is not afraid to show me off to his friends.. who can make all my worries disappear.. who can just hold me in his arms.. and for a moment just a moment everything is okay..

I think that's what every girl wants.. To be loved.. to not have to work so hard to be loved.. to know for a certainty that you are his.. and that he won't hurt you.. 

but let's be honest if love was that easy.. than it wouldn't be worth having.. it would be something we would take for granted.. one of my favorite quotes is " If hate is nothing.. why do we toss LOVE around like it's nothing." -unknown.

I know for a certainty that is true.. i know i am the first one to fall in love.. but i know that I use love more than I should.. but don't you think even if someone told you they really like you/ maybe even love you.. you wouldn't hurt you.. 

They wouldn't make you feel regret when they leave for who knows how long.. 

I know i shouldn't miss the guy who broke my heart continuously for six years.. but I do.. I miss him everyday.. all I do is walk around haunted by your presence hoping just for a second I will turn that corner and there you will be.. and you will run up to me and tell me you have felt the same way for all these years.. you were just as afraid as I was.. now I know this will never happen.. I know I can't sit and wait for him. I know he doesn't deserve me in his life.. but I want him in mine.. every day.. i think that's why I miss him.. because the truth is love never dies.. and I really did love him...