so i have been pretty down on myself today.. and the saddest part about it is i don't even know why.. i sit at home and all i do is think and think about all the things that are wrong with me and i HATE when i do that.. because i have self confidence and i know who i am.. so what i absolutely don't understand about myself is why i do that.. i guess thats something i need to get over..
on a different note.. i really miss my best guy-friend Gavin Jo.. he hasn't talked to me like we used to talk before he decided to like me in about a month.. And i absolutely hate it.. i miss him and the part that hurts the most is the fact that he PROMISED me that no matter what happened when he liked me.. well shocker there he lied.. now all he is doing is ignoring me and on the slight chance he does talk to me all he does is belittle me in front of everyone.. and that just makes me more and more angry at him for EVERYTHING! which i absolutely hate..!!
what can you do right i guess it's something that was supposed to happen..
other than all this jazz my summer has been pretty swell! i leave in four days to go to EFY with my bestest friend in the whole wide world i am way super excited(:
well thats all for now~
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