There will always be moments in your life when you sit and wonder why is this happening to me.. Or what did I do to deserve this. Well even when you think you've done something wrong the truth is sometimes the lord doesn't see it that way. He sees it as his way of protecting you from getting involved in the wrong stuff..
I never really knew why I started hanging out with new people and making new strong relationships with old friends until last week.. The lord prepares you to get through trials before they happen and that's what he did for me! I was pushed out of my "best friends" life for no reason that is even remotely logical but she made that choice.. The hard part is I don't know what I did to be treated like the worst person in the world. I got no explanation at all, all that happened was that i was blocked and deleted.. I think after about five years of on and off friendship I at least deserved an explantation. But I have yet to get one.. So as I sit here thinking I should be upset.. But I'm not I look back at all the good times we had and think it's okay. She obviously doesn't need me in her life so why should I be upset.. Now i have some more friends who not really took her place. But made it an easier trial to go through. She can never ever be replaced she is my best friend. But I deserve friends who love me and care about me all the time. Not
just when it is convenient and I'm okay if she needed to move on. I know it's her life and her choices but I wish her the best and I will always be there for her! But even though that's true I've got to move on and live in the present and look to my future.
Even some of the worst trials should be considered blessings.. I lost my best friend and ya that sucks and I'll miss her friendship but I've gained four new amazing friends to be there for me. So I'm grateful for this trial even though I know it hurts now I know it was what was best for me..
So I say keep your chin up bloggers and always remember there is always sunshine after the rain(:
Until next time bloggers(:
I like the part where you said the Lord was protecting you from getting involved in the wrong stuff. High school was really hard for me. I didn't have a lot of friends, and let's not even talk about boy friends!!! But looking back, I think I was protected from a lot of bad things that my classmates got involved with. So good job looking on the bright side!!
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