So recently I have been writing draft after draft on what to blog about and everyone of them came off harsh and cruel, and that is not how I intended them so now I am writing this one hoping that I can say what's on my mind but say it in a gentle manner.. So here we go.
Recently my friend who I've been writing about in my previous blogs has wanted to work things out. And I am all for it but I am still hesitant to work things out because of what happened and how hurt I got. So of course I am going to be skeptical about it....
So here is where my title comes into play. Once in young women's we were having a lesson on forgiveness. And my advisor was teaching and she said something that has stuck with me over the years, " the lord teaches us to forgive and forget, and yes this is most definitely true. But there comes a time when you have to protect yourself. So i want to tell you that you have to try to forgive the person, but you never have to forgive the action."
I think this applies perfectly to my situation. I forgive her undeniably. She did what was right for her and I forgive her for that. But I still am having trouble moving past the action part. I got hurt so bad over the years by that action and it's hard for me to think she is truly sorry. I know she has told me she is but sometimes I don't know if I really believe it. So here I am coming off as the bad guy when I really just don't want to get hurt again. I am sorry if me still trying to forgive you is hard on you, but take a look at the situation from my view and ask yourself if it would be easy for you.. I hope one day we can work it out and I'm trying to move past it but it's not going to be easy and I'm sorry for that...
Well that's my thoughts right now. Hope that wasn't harsh or too mean.
Until next time bloggers(:
Pee.Ess: Congrats to my bestie Kellee Jo for graduating high school today(: so proud of you! Love you girl! Sisters forever <3
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